Friends at school and my drawing are the 2 most important things in my life at the moment. Also knowing i have a future and my life wont always be this depressing D:
My sister who i have always been really close to has now got a boyfriend and i am 100% happy for her. Now everyday and every weekend she goes out with him and i am starting to feel really left out. I get along with this boy its just i wish that i could still go out with my sister like i used to. When i spend time with her at home mainly all she talks about is him and i think it is sweet and i dont blame her but i just wish i could still go out and for things to be the same. Also since she has been going out with him mum and Garry have liked her a lot more and liked me a lot less. I used to get on really well with mum and Garry but now they just seem to ignore me or be in a bad mood with me. I never do anything wrong though! The other week Rosa went to the cinema and they gave her 20 pounds to spend on sweets! I havent had that kind of money in ages and i got really jealous! I just feel quite alone right now and today we had the day of school because of loads of snow (Yes it is the middle of March) But i wish i could have got into school because it is a lot happier there than it is here and i dont get judged at school like i do at home. D:
Yesturday, Like usual we walked to the bus stop and the bus was taking AGES to get to our stop. It had got way past the time the bus usually got to our stop and then we looked down the road and we saw Amy and Alfie walking towards us (They get on our bus and they are in my year) They came over to us and said “We are walking wanna join us” Apparently there was a crash that the bus was kind of stuck in. So we walked. They said they knew the way so we just took their word for it. We walked down the seawall and besides being FREEZING cold it was actually quite relaxing! Alfie gave us a cookie to share and he gave us a glove each so we werent too cold! We were walking for ages. We walked to Littlestone and dropped in at Amys grandparents! Then from there we walked to school. By the time we had got there we had missed tutor and all of first lesson, Which was French. I literally could not pick up my pen it was so cold. The teachers said we did the right thing by walking though seeing as everyone else got lifts. Poor Amy had to go home halfway through the day again because she hurt her ankle on the way to school. Walking 4 miles to school will defiantly be a day to remember :) It was actually quite fun!
Still at my 6th school, and proud :)